So many lies
in front of my bloodshot eyes.

So many storms of tears

and mute cries

coming from all my fears

and failed tries.

I'm not escaping

but, for my own well-being, I'm not staying.

I must be brave.

Of these feelings I don't want to be a slave.

I must try to find that which I crave for,

even if it takes me to my grave before...

I'm not going to settle with this situation

or I'll end up blowing up with so much frustration.

I'm so pissed off with my uncertainties

and so angry with all of these wannabes.

But one thing is for sure.

I don't feel well here anymore.

Things can't be as they were before...

I can't stay here... I want more.

I'm not giving up,

not on myself!

So...go fuck

yourself!

Why keep running away

from the inevitable?

Just face it.

Who knows? It may

turn out to be incredible...

So embrace it.